It’s been a while…

since i’ve blogged!! 😛 a few things have happened, but i’ve been so busy i haven’t had a chance to get on here!

Firstly, this single girl went on a solo road trip to Disneyland!! One of my fave places to go. I LOVE Disney! It’s my Happy Place. It’s where I go to relax, refresh, and have some fun, even if I am by myself. And I had a great time… Until the drove home!! Long story short, my car broke down on the side of a busy freeway with a transmission sensor issue. And my car has pretty much been a POS lately, even though I bought it brand new… Which brings me to my next news…

NEW CAR! Woohoo! 😀 I found a good deal for this new car, and I’ve been wanting it for over a year… I definitely see God’s hand in this whole situation… My old car happened to break down a quarter mile from an exit with a mechanic, and they were completely awesome at helping me out! I know next to nothing about car troubles, so it was good to find an honest mechanic to help me… And it only took a small part to get me safely home, even if it took 5 hours to get the part and install it! And than with buying my new car, I got a killer deal. This sassy girl dug her feet in with what i wanted out of the deal, and I made those car dealership people bend over for me! I got everything I wanted out of the negotiation.. and for my ideal vehicle! And then today, I got it financed through a credit union for an exceptional interest rate, with a lower payment than the dealership offered… God had my back in every aspect of this!

Now, back to my regular blogging stuff…. I feel like I’ve had an overall good last two weeks. Of course the car breakdown stuff was stressful at the time, but it has turned into a blessing for sure.. And since i read “The Single Woman” by Mandy Hale, Ive felt more comfortable with being single. I’ve embraced this time in my life. I’ve realized more so that I would rather wait for Mr Right to join me on my journey than have to settle for Mr Whatever. And as for K…… I still have emotions there. I still have regrets, I still have love for him, I still wish things could have been different or be different, but I’ve accepted the way things are right now. He is happy with his girlfriend Liz. And I need to let go, for my own sake. And if he is ever single again, and if we cross paths, who knows? But until then, this is MY time. Time to focus on me, get to know myself, do whatever I want… I know whoever God has in mind for me will show up at the right time.

I’ll leave you guys with this.. Lyrics from “It’s Been a While” by Staind… Love this song.

And it’s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it’s been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it’s been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it’s been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve stretched myself beyond my means

And it’s been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn’t addicted
And it’s been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it’s been awhile
Since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it’s been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you

And everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it’s been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it’s been awhile
Since I said I’m sorry
And it’s been awhile
Since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face
And it’s been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it’s me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it’s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it’s been awhile
Since I said I’m sorry

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