So after messaging K on Facebook last night, he texted me back… I didn’t hold back. I told him what i needed to know… And what he said wasn’t anything less than I expected to hear… I wish he would’ve been more blunt and definite, but he basically said there are always “ifs” and “maybes” in life, but that it wouldn’t be fair to me to keep waiting for him. That he is happy and in a good spot in his life right now. So I guess I got my closure.
I wish he could have just given me a definite no I don’t have any feelings for you anymore, or no there is no hope for a second chance anymore…
I’m not going to read too much into what he said; for once, I’m going to just take it literally as he said it and move on. I can’t wait for him anymore. I’m not going to allow my brain to keep thinking maybe one day down the line there might be another chance between us. He said he thinks I should move on, so I’m going to try.
No more looking back.