Yes, I have butterflies!! Tomorrow is the big day- the first date i have gone on in around a year! Ahhhh! *girly excited scream* It’s definitely too soon to tell, but i think this guy may be a good one…
I’m beyond excited.. Every time I’ve thought about this date, Ive gotten butterflies (since we made the plans friday!); that’s a lot of butterflies!! lol
But to be honest, I have been having some anxiety over it too… I am just barely starting to move on from K. I definitely have noticed that he isn’t on my mind as much. Parts of me still are thinking “what if” but I’m telling myself NO whenever I start to go down that road…
Just because he (K) was the best relationship I’ve had, doesn’t mean it was the best relationship I will ever have… I keep telling myself that.. If it can’t be K, then I know God has someone out there better for me.
I dunno what this thing with C will be yet, its just too soon, but I’m keeping myself open. And it doesn’t have to be serious right away.. I can take my time, get to know him, and see where things go… And if it doesn’t end up going anywhere then at least I can say I had fun!
Which leads me to the next thing……..
Dinner has now turned into dinner and a baseball game!! Just the local minor league, but still… 😀 He sounded excited.. He just called a few minutes ago to see if I’d be interested in going to the game with another couple/mutual friends..
So yes. There ya have it! All the new and exciting things in my life… I don’t think i’ll have time to blog tomorrow (work, then getting ready, then dinner and the game) but you can almost guarantee that I’ll be posting how it went on Thursday!