There have been several times where I’ve seriously thought about moving somewhere far away and starting over… The thought is so appealing.. Scary, but appealing.
I have a friend who recently moved to Florida to work at Disney World!! Seeing all her pictures and how much fun she is having makes me wish I could do it too… Or even just move down to LA to work at Disneyland..
To start over. Not have the constant reminders of K around, or worry about seeing J around town with his new baby mama (she is due any day now). To start fresh. Somewhere fun and new… It’s almost too good to think about…
But I would be leaving my family.. That’s pretty much the only reason I don’t… My older sister and my nieces are everything to me… And my sister is having her baby boy later this year… I feel like I would be being too selfish to move away from them.
And then there is the fact that I’m 25.. I feel too old to go off and have silly adventures… I want to start thinking about buying a house.. If I found he right guy, I’d want to start thinking about having a family… Could I really put off all that for another year or so to run off to another city?
I don’t think I ever would do it, but I wish I could sometimes… Or that I would’ve done it a few years ago when I was younger…
Hmm.. Just random thoughts… Have a great day everyone!