Infatuated?

Oh geez… I think I like this guy.. Maybe more than I should considering we have only known each other for a week and have only been out twice.. But is it too soon to know if I really like him or if its just an infatuation at this point?

We had an amazing time last night. We rode bikes to this spot by the river and sat on top of an old abandoned train while sharing a bottle of wine and watched the sunset and stars come out. It was very romantic.. And we talked. It felt so natural and relaxed. And we did have out first kiss, which was great! Lol.

And then we went back to his house… Yeah.. And he was so sweet and flattering.. He definitely knows all the right things to say… Should that be a warning sign? A red flag? Or could he just really be a nice, genuine guy? He seemed genuine.. But then again, I’m not sure if I am being too trusting… I didn’t do anything I didn’t want to do, but I definitely was not expecting things to go where they did.. He asked me to stay so he could see my face when he woke up.. And I did stay…

I’m just nervous I guess.. When I’m with him, everything else melts away. All these worries… Thinking about K… Im totally being a girl and over thinking this, aren’t I?

Hmmm.. I don’t know if I should keep thinking about everything (call it over thinking if you must) or just not think and go with what feels right…

Xoxo Aly

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