I found out today, K is married now. He got married on Saturday. I cried for over an hour. Hyperventilating. Sick to my stomach. Felt like I was going to pass out.
Now, I just feel like I’m in a dream. This can’t be my reality…
I feel that hole in my stomach, in my soul. Jagged, sharp, hurting, and hollow.
I knew this day would come. I’ve been dreading it for 3 years. When I found out last October that he was engaged, I took it hard, but there was still that tiny glimmer of hope in my soul.
And now that’s crushed too.
Dust in the wind.